
This title really does not reflect how we are both feeling at the moment but to put the actual feelings in to words might seem a little too dramatic! We have passed the longest day and are now in what feels like the longest summer. After a wonderfully wet spring, June roared in and the thermometer is now set at 35C plus until the end of August. Too hot! Six months in and it is fair to say that 2025 has thrown us a fair few challenges and sad, sad moments. I am of the generation that tends towards the stoical. I haven’t felt like writing but did start a ramshackle sort of diary in February. I started doing this as the unsettled feelings we have both been feeling for some time were making me unpleasantly grumpy. I wouldn’t want to be around me in those moods! The sort of diary has helped, it stops me taking my grumpiness out on others ( to an extent, check that one out with Walt!) Having said that , after nearly three weeks in the green and temperate motherland , my grumpyness has returned , in spades!
Why were we in Scotland and for such an extended length of time? We were taking small steps (and trying to be patient) as well as spending lots of time with family and enjoying long walks in pleasant sunshine but sensible temperatures. Home again and I was talking to both Spanish and overseas visitors ( Scotland, England, Sweden, Holland} at Hugos Home Farm* yesterday and those of us who are either Spanish nationals or residents all agreed that no! you do not get used to the heat and yes! it is definitely hotter, earlier every year. The odd 35C plus in June is not unusual but this is now unbearable. Insorportable ! The adjective used by our neighbour Yolanda yesterday. We were not in Scotland deliberately to escape the heat however, the current heatwave cranked up just as we left Torreguil on the 5th of June. We were there to begin our search for a new home!
*Hugo’s Home Farm is an equine rescue centre run by a young Scot and his partner and partner’s family. I have been volunteering here for a couple of years. It is an amazing place. Check it out! https://hugoshomefarm.com/






Those unsettled feelings that I wrote about in the first paragraph have grown and propelled us in to thinking that the retiring to Spain chapter is about to change and turn a page. We have had the most amazing eight years living here full time and fifteen with our lovely little home. We have no regrets and will be sad to leave . However as 2025 moved from a chilly but happy new year spent here with my little grandson and his parents things began to change. In February , after many appointments and an epic 90 minute MRI, Walt was diagnosed with possible osteoporisis. ( nothing is certain except the pain!) As we came out of the consultant appointment trying to process what we had been told and the treatment available for Walt , I had a phone call from my daughter. She was losing the baby that would have been Arthur’s little sister and was very unwell. Could I come over? Walt found me flights for the next morning . On that flight I had a very long chat to a lovely Spanish women who had lived in Edinburgh for twenty years and brought her children up there. We compared notes of living in a foreign country and missing family!
Walt and I had planned his annual trip for March and so I was back in Edinburgh just a few weeks after helping Hannah. We hired a little car as we needed to get to the Scottish Borders to visit Walt’s brother, who we had just learned was very poorly. It was a bitter sweet visit as Scotland was having a beautiful spring and we enjoyed pottering about in our little car!

Rocky was in his wonderful kennels, an oasis just twenty minutes from us and when we returned it was with the intention of settling back down and being grateful for our life in Murcia. We needed to get our van mojo back and a couple of weeks before Semana Santa, we had four wonderful days in Agua Amarga. This lovely village is on the coast and within the Cabo de Gato regional park, Almeria. Our van adventures began in this area and we had stayed on the site before when our little people were in a rented apartment there. It was a golden view days.


This is the part I have dreaded writing about and because of this, I will try to so in few words. The day after we came home, Rocky became very unwell. We rushed him to the vet school emergency department and they drained his heart and lungs of fluid. He came home three days later and seemed to be on the mend . Hannah and Arthur came over for a few days and Rocky had lots of cuddles. On Easter Sunday, he collapsed again and we sat with him , wrapped in blankets , trying to find a vet on a holiday and knowing that he was too poorly to move. He passed away on our roof terrace, his favourite place, in Walt’s arms. He was only just coming up for his seventh birthday. He had given us so much unconditional love and joy. We were destroyed, heartbroken and lost. All our adventures in Spain, Portugal, France, Andorra and briefly Switzerland, had been as a wee team of three. Ben, our labrador had done a fair bit of adventuring too and we still miss him but he was fifteen when he died, a ripe old age for a labrador. We were prepared to say goodbye to him. We were totally in shock at losing Rocky. It’s eleven weeks since that very sad Easter and we have had too much time to reflect, ruminate and tears are never far away. Our stiff upper lips are a thing of the past.


In those eleven weeks we have also been waiting to celebrate the coming of grandchild number five . My youngest son is going to be a daddy and he told us very early on to cheer us up when Rocky was ill. We were the only ones who knew and then their first scan showed some ‘possible ‘ anomalies. Could 2025 throw any more curve balls? Many tests, two more scans and thankfully all looks well and we know it’s a wee boy. Due in the Autumn.
When we promised ourselves to settle back down three months ago, we had no idea of what lay ahead. Combined with my finding the summer heat ever more difficult, the huerto project fizzling out, feeling isolated in our wee house because walking Rocky was our way of meeting and chatting to neighbours and generally feeling that we need to be nearer to our family, we decided that now was the time for change and a new adventure. We love Murcia and Spain. This is home but Scotland is home with our roots and family.
We have not one single regret about our ‘retiring to Spain ‘ adventure. We were unfortunate,like so many people, to take a big financial hit on our home due to the recession when we bought in 2010. When we spoke to out neighbour and estate agent, José, he had good news. The value of our home had almost reached what we paid for it. No one knows what the next few years will bring as the world seems to be ever crazier. What if there is another recession? We are heading towards 70, our energies will get less. Now seems like a good a time as any and the universe seemed to be sending us lots of signs!
We put our house on the market thinking it would take a while to sell…it sold in two days! We asked for a long entry as Walt has follow up appointments in August for his back and bones! No problem , our buyer was happy with this
Patience now and small steps. Getting ideas of where to live in Scotland. We are pretty open minded! For three weeks we stayed in Hannah and Richie’s attic guest room, watching the magpies defend their babies from the city foxes who sunbathe in the garden . We walked and hiked and even viewed one house. We decided we are country mice or small town on the edge of the country mice! Not city foxes! We came home to 35c + temperatures and now have to be patient until September. That’s the challenge ! We will have days at the beach and time in the pool, pilates in the village and me trying not to be ( too grumpy) between lunch time and opening the shutters again at 8PM! I really don’t do being stuck indoors very gracefully!

It’s the first Sunday in July and all attempts to cope with heat have been abandoned! We are on a very quiet campsite in the Picos de Europa. It’s cool and fresh and beautiful. If you look at previous blogs you will see it’s one of our favourite places! Walt squeezed in a bike trip here earlier in the spring and we only have ten days between appointments but this a healing place! I can hear cow bells! To go back to the very start of the blog…we will be fine ! It’s been a challenging few months but with patience and small steps we will find our joy again. ( probably helped by a four legged friend but that is another reason to be patient !)



















































































































































